2010

So, I've started off this year with a new outlook on life and I've actually taken the steps to stay that way. I realize that I'm a "big girl" now and I really don't have to listen to anybody but my mama(s). So how did I come to this conclusion? I took it upon my self to let the voice of someone who thought that degrading and belittling me would make me respect them, just go through one ear and out the other, and boy did it feel good. Those who know me know that I'm able to take a lot of mess from people without complaining or standing up for myself. Well, that's not bout to continue.... Thats sooooooooo last decade.

1. My mother and Grandmother are the people considered my legal guardians.
2. I'm on the verge of being completely independent and feel the need to only take CONSTRUCTIVE Critiques from people who actually have had an important part in my life.
3. The man who helped raise me and had no problem doing it is called G.G by his loved ones, he is no longer here, but his lessons live on in me...
4. and the last time we talked he told me not to take any mess.....
5. I don't need a daddy... I'm bout to be 22 years old...
6. If u can't accept the fact that I'm not lil Ty any more then you really have no sense of time...
7. PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THIS ONE... There is a method to my madness and if you don't understand it ask me, but don't approach me with an ignorant attitude and expect and educated response, because I find it funny to watch you get frustrated. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID OR WHAT I'M DOING, IT'S NOT YOUR BUSINESS.
8. Did i mention that I'm bout 22 years old.... and I'm not lil Ty Ty anymore
9. You bark I bark back, especially if it upsets you...
10. Don't mistake my kindness or the fact that I don't talk to you for insecurities or fear.... YOU DON'T SCARE ME AND I REALLY HOPE YOU DON'T THINK THAT YOU DO... NONE OF THAT MESS WORKS ANY MORE.... I have better things to do than sit here and let you waste your or my time on things that have happened in the past or things that you have not authority to keep me from doing. Get over it! Cuz if you didn't realize that I'm staring at you blankly....I'M STARING AT YOU BLANKLY.... and wondering when you'll realize that the only attention you're getting is the BLANK STARE...

Any way.... I'm going into this decade by faith... and those who matter, know that they matter... If you're unsure, ask me and I'll make to answer you as politely as possible.

with a clear mind, open heart, and led by faith... I'll reach my goals... and pray for you as you try to hold me down...

Oh yea, this isn't one of those new years resolutions, It's an epiphany. Stress isn't what I need and I'm not going to let anyone cause me stress anymore... it's just not worth it, especially since tomorrow isn't promised.

Love yall,

Be Blessed,

and Have Faith!!!!