Inspiration {For Real}

It's a warm rainy night
I'm finally free from the grind
and I just know that I'll finally have a chance to relax
Until a song plays that reminds me of you...

I told myself i'd let you be even for just a few days
but this song is making me feel as if its impossible to bear
I'm sure you get tired of these lovey-dovey poems
and me saying that I love u, and even wanting the embrace to last a lil longer
but the effect you have on me is unreal,
"For Real..."

As Amel sings what I've wanted to consider the song of my (love) life since '04,
I'm reminded of my feelings for the first time in weeks
all the firsts I shared with you, all the times you made me smile
"I could trip and if I could fall into your arms I could stay there my whole life..."
the words roll off her tongue and your voice is etched into my mind
"I can feel, I can Love, I can be..."
something better than I was before, simply because you motivate me to do so
"For Real..."
" I can run, I can race for hours and hours and..."
still not be tired as long as you are the goal I'm racing towards....
So, as I hum along and reminisce who I first related this song to I realize,
He won't ever compare to you
"For Real..."

"Without you I'm not Real...."
*sigh* as her voice reaches to its highest point
my mind sinks into the deepest abyss....
swimming through all of my memories of you...
I wonder what new memories we'll create,
what new places will remind me of your smile, and all that jazz (lol)
"...can't feel safe in this wide world without you..."
and I remember the first time you came to my rescue (even though I didn't thank you for it)
"Your are for real..."
Drifting...
Falling...
Smiling...
Blushing...
{yet, emotionally trying....}

My mind is in a frenzy but I like it...
"I can run, I can race for hours, and don't stop..."
lol... this is my story.... and as the song comes to an end...

I begin to relax (finally) with the realization that no matter what the future holds...
I am truly happy with the lessons learned... (some inspiration you are... if I must say so myself)